#me @ my whole deviantart

[cadoized]

never told anyone this but i went through a semi-ego death/god isnt real realization in high school,which just so happened to be a catholic school, and i remember sitting bowed-head in the small church room while the priest prayed over the class and sincerely praying to god "i want to believe you are real. please prove to me that you are real. if youre real and really all-powerful, prove it by transforming me into my winged spider-eyed zombie lion oc right now in front of everyone."

and then i spent the rest of the time daydreaming about how my transformation would happen and be so cool and tragic and how in the process i would lose my mind, rampaging through the school in a confused beastly rage before disappearing to live in the mountains or wtv

[galactaknightyaoi]

honse…,

Honse indeed ❤️

That's Judith. Or just Jude, for short.

She was my first ever OC, and the only one out of my OCs with a November birthday like me. So I figured she was a good choice for a birthday profile picture lol.

That's her. Isn't she sweet? :)

[flamboyant-king]

Wow fellas, I was going through my blog for something and realized I have almost 500 posts tagged #comic. Almost been here 10 years posting shitpost nonsense. I've got over 5600+ posts on this here blog. Maybe 80% is all drawing.

Look at me. Still going. One day, it will all amount to something big. But for now, stick around and enjoy the show.

Love yall.

[gorillaxyz]

THE THUNG SBE DREW ME. GRACE. SHE FTEEW ME NIXON L.

[greetingsfromuranus]

Man nobody told me the comedown from a manic episode lasts like a year

Makes sense now I guess lmao

[shevr]

thinkin back to that post a while ago i'd tagged w/ "sorry for not being hornier" actually; like i know this stacks on top of my general issue with failing to draw more in general but sometimes i somehow feel bad or inadequate for not indulging in drawing nsfw things. never been a thing i feel like ive ever rly naturally left like doing so much

idk if that's me wishing i could feel like it, or wanting to do what the other cool artists do, or just another extension of wishing to do anything

but. monday 2am rambles, nothin serious. i can draw dicks whenever, whatever, no rush

[destinywillowleaf]

i'm working on a thing and trying to finish it before next week (before riley in masters is REAL real instead of just "in the game data set to be launched real" and i am losing my shit over the microwave send help

@jennajayfeather genuinely i still don't know how i didn't notice how similar the lines were but very much thank you for that

[verawhisk]

injury body horror kidnapping tw all that stuff sorry god!!

[ophexis]

trying not to think too hard about how quickly a certain art site that shall not be named went downhill the second they started doing their opt-in/out bullshit

[zaideaben]

the ocs :)

[asexualbookbird]

after a good 15 minutes i finally got into my old flightrising account (props to the security team there lmao) and WOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED!!!! doesnt matter because i just wanted to see my girl Shatterstar again (apparently she appeared on the front page a couple years ago <3) so i can draw her but idk! maybe i'll get back into this game!

[simonpetrilove]

2014 me would have LOVED all of this simon content

[the-acid-pear]

I still find it hilarious how I can say I got into Madness Combat Before It Was Cool but by a saving grace of like. A fucking week. Like the timing was legit uncanny.

[penname-artist]

What inspired you to make a random character who was on the screen for probably less than a minute, into a c*ck loving sl*t on skids? Just curious?

LOL I can't tell if this was written as satire or with genuine intention but it's a wonderful phrasing of the question, either way!

Technically, the inspiration was gradual.

I've been writing World of Cars fanfiction since 2016 if you can believe it (cuz I don't, lol), and from that starting point, Nick - among others - was depicted VERY differently. I was a lot of things a few years back that I'm not now, and the first time I started writing him he was a straight-arrowed smooth-talker with no romantic underlines with Blade at all.

I didn't even start toying with the concept of PWPs and sexual content within fics until 2020 (which, if you take a gander at the information listed in my bio, you might suddenly understand, yknow, why. Simple math lol) and Nick's "evolution" for lack of a better word sprouted as the flag bearer of that new era of content creation.

Thus, once there was a foothold, there was just no stopping the man.

(Side note, there's also the other side of the question of why he's bisexual/craves le cock, and for that resoning, I will simply point my blame to ObsidianJade's "All Hallowed" where the BladexNick ship was first introduced to me and leave it at "from that point on I was addicted")

Between 2020 and now, I've thrown Nick at a lot of things. Mostly dicks. But most of that came to be through a series of dabbling into new pools of ideas and a slow introduction to each using the same character.

Looking back, I think "Props to the Proppies' 'Something In the Water' " chapter is the main culprit of having started to run into the deep end.

[jkflay]

I LOVE BEING DISTURBING!!!!!!!! I LOVE BEING THE ONLY GOOD JK ONLINE!!!!!!!

I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.

[englishsucks]

Do you wanna know how long it took me to answer 11 questions?

It took 30 Damn minutes! Do you have any idea how much of a time that is? It's around 3 minutes per question. My avarage time on a question is 30 seconds! I am a fast and efficient reader, if I answer 10 questions with 30 seconds per question there's at most only 1 question wrong! But here I am with 4 wrong answers out of 11 questions with 3 minutes per every stupid question when there are way better questions to ask.

But no AP lang just decides that they are so Fucking better and makes these weird ass questions so that I can just waste my ridiculously precious and limited time on switching between 2 pages because AP lang decided to be so fucking different and original that they make 2 options literally copy and paste except for one word and both those words are the words that even Shakespeare wouldn't use or think of ever creating. And the worst part is that 3 options out of 5 are correct and the AP langs defence is that one is "more correct" or "Truer"

Are you shitting me? I don't have time for AP lang staff not being able to decide between themselves about a stupid question so that they put both statements on the test as an option and set correct option according to the status on which one that was less picked by the students.

I don't have time for you stupid Americans ask me for the umpteenth time about the freaking American Dream! I will die against American Dream even if you keep deducting points from me over and over again. If you don't want politics in your goddammed exams then don't put your goddammed politics into the exam.

I have a Biology project waiting for me to finish it but here I am reading a ridiculously small fronted text in a ridiculously long amount of time about a ridiculous subject just because AP lang has nothing better to do except torment.

You think I am done? You wish! This is what AP lang has done to me I am now a master at extenting my ridiculous sentences. Just like how AP lang chooses their articles to ask students with long ass sentences that is longer than my actual height.

Even with all these shits that they keep pulling AP lang also never changes. "Oh Yea just ask them about the Animal farm, The Great Gatsby" and if they do this for 2 years theyll just pull another shit that's called "American Dream + Slavery + Freedom + Some Random Writer that no one in the history ever heard of but let's just put one of their fans essay about them that from 18th century" and I am sick and tired of this them keep pulling this shit. I don't give fuck about Thomas Carlyle and his fanboy writing an essay on how we should worship this man.

I hate AP Lang